Had a wake up moment today.......... Realised that I am completely hopeless when it comes to flirting with someone when I am attracted to them. If I am not attracted I have no problem chatting away but when I am attracted to someone I go all shy and watch everyone else flirting with the guy I want all the attention from. I end up being fed up because not getting any attention and frustrated because yet again I have got drunk and smooched someone not remotely attracted too and then become open to all sorts of abuse from my family, ie. the farmer jibes at chrimble on facebook. The problem is, I am so scared of being rejected, yet had lots of compliments today so shouldn't be on the reject list but last night when presented with handsome guy right in front of me - froze and was so quiet! If you know me - I am not QUIET! I need help please! Please tell me how I can stop this beviour!
Thanks
Stan xx
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